I was wondering how you're all doing.

My house is all decorated for Christmas now, and it looks really nice and
festive and jolly, but inside, I carry with me the memories of going through
losing Louise on 15th....the awareness of these were the last few days in
which I was pregnant with her and didn't know what fate awaited us....it's
so sad. I wish it had been
different, so different. All my energies and thoughts about getting pregnant
before Emma's due date on the 10th January - my desperate desire to be
pregnant again by then to help me to get through it a bit easier - all came
to nothing. In fact, worse than nothing - even more grief and more loss and
another precious baby gone.

To anyone reading this who's also gone through a loss in December, or is
going through it now, my heart goes out to you that we share this. May we
all find peace and comfort at this special time.

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Love and hugs

Janet
co-moderator, soc.support.pregnancy.loss

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